By Our Own Hand
D’var Torah for
Parashat B’shallach
By Rabbi Boaz D.
Heilman
Parashat B’shallach (Exodus 13:17—17:16) has
some of the most breathtaking imagery in the entire Torah. This is the portion of the Parting of the Red
Sea.
Filmed, animated, featured in scores of comics and cartoons
and lampooned—Hollywood’s highest compliment—in the Jim Carrey comedy “Bruce
Almighty,“ this scene is visually magnificent.
As well it should be. For it
represents the birth of our people, the Israelites, our collective immersion in—and
coming out of—a mikveh of living
waters, mayyim hayyim. This vision
captures our imagination and lets it fly unfettered.
Yet the parted sea also closes shut behind us. The Israelites find themselves forever more on
this
shore of time and history; the past is gone forever. Not gone from our memory, of course. In the previous portion, Bo (Ex. 10:1—13:16), Moses has just commanded the Israelites to
commemorate this event forever, throughout the generations. To this day, at every Passover we remind
ourselves of our 400 years in slavery.
Diminishing our cup of happiness at having survived oppression, we
remember also the plagues that punished the Egyptians, many of which afflicted
us as well. We remember the many deaths;
of our children; of their children.
Certainly at points during those four centuries, particularly
in the beginning, we thought of ourselves as fortunate. Living in the Land of Goshen, free of the
indentured servitude to Pharaoh that every other Egyptian found himself in, for
us there was food, comfort and rest. But
as they always do, times turned and fortunes turned. Now we
were the slaves, oppressed, pursued and persecuted.
On promises of hope and redemption, our people began our
historic journey with shouts of exultation.
Our song, the Song of Miriam, rose to the very heavens in fervor and
faith.
A pillar of smoke behind us, a pillar of fire before us, we
faced the future with such optimistic—perhaps naïve—confidence, that what we
didn’t notice is what lay ahead. In
fact, all around us.
When the song was done, we found ourselves lost in a
wilderness.
From the heights of the ancient world’s most exulted
culture, from the pinnacle of glory and luxe that was Egypt, we became transplanted
to a desolate and forbidding desert.
Water, food and shade were scarce, as was protection from marauding
tribes and wild animals.
No one foresaw the many trials that lay ahead, taxing Moses’s
and God’s patience time and again. No
one could imagine the lust for meat and fresh water after months and years of dry
matzah and mannah. No one anticipated the
bitterness, the quarrels, or the dismal failure at the incident of the Golden
Calf. All this lay ahead yet, as did the
Ten Commandments and the building of the Tabernacle. No one, in their darkest dreams, expected the
journey to last more than a couple of weeks, perhaps a month at the most.
Certainly not forty years.
A whole generation.
Blinded by the astonishing visions they had just seen, the
Israelites could be forgiven for this failure of imagination. Wouldn’t the Hand of God—indeed, the very
Finger of God—which slew Pharaoh and all his best charioteers—carry them the
rest of the way to the Promised Land, the Land of Milk and Honey?
Some call it The Lost Generation. M’tei
Midbar—those who died in the desert, that first generation of Jews who
could do nothing but complain, question and quarrel.
I call it the Tested Generation.
What lay ahead was not only a physical wilderness. It was a spiritual morass as well. It was life in all its gritty reality.
This was a lesson God had tried once before, when God
expelled Adam and Eve from Paradise.
From a true land of milk and honey, God thrust humanity into a chaotic and
barbaric world, where there were no rules.
Take what you needed, when you needed it, from anyone who might have had
it first.
It was a world of brute strength. Survival was only guaranteed for the
fittest. And sometimes the lucky.
That first experiment ended badly. Cain killed Abel. By Noah’s time, ten generations later, the entire
world was full of violence and corruption, down to its core.
Now God was trying it yet again, and this time on a much
bigger scale. This time the experiment
involved a whole people, cultured and sophisticated, not only two naked, childlike,
naïve individuals.
Thrust into a new world of anarchy and harsh survival, the
Israelites had to learn everything from the beginning. They needed rules if they were going to
overcome the obstacles that lay ahead.
But before all else, they needed to discover their trust.
In Egypt, as slaves, they knew all the rules. They were told when to get up, what they must
do and when they could rest. The only
leadership they knew was that of their taskmasters, Egyptian and Hebrew alike. They trusted none of them, just they didn’t
question any of them.
In fact, trust is all about questioning, about inquiring of
purpose, method and direction. It’s
about discovering and determining a path through the desert not only for
oneself but also for the whole group. As
the Israelites begin their journey on the path of history, they must learn to
trust their leaders. They have to learn
the extent of their own strength while maintaining faith in a higher vision and
power. This could not be blind trust,
not if they were going to become the people they were destined to be. Greatness requires testing, trial and error,
failure and success. Learning to
overcome obstacles is the true test, the proof of one’s independence and mettle.
As the book of Exodus begins, all Egypt views the Hebrews
with scorn, as just so much vermin. And
perhaps we were. But no more, not at
this point. In Egypt, at God’s command,
Moses stood tall and spoke historical truth to Pharaoh. Now on this shore of the Red Sea, it became
the task of all Israel to learn how to stand tall. In order to do that, however, we could not
rely only on God’s helping Hand. We also
had to learn how to help ourselves. We
had to find the core of our own inner strength. Faith in God was essential, but no less so was
the lesson of reliance on our own strength.
That is why God didn’t lead us to the Promised Land by the
sure, quick and known road. We had to
find the way ourselves. That first
generation of liberated survivors was far from m’tei midbar, a hopeless generation destined to die in the
desert. They were the first to chart the
wilderness, first to discover the route through it and then teach it to all
future generations. Like commanders in
today’s IDF, the modern State of Israel’s Defense Force, whose battle cry is “Acharai!”—after me!—that first
generation of liberated Jews set the example for all those who would follow,
for all time.
The lesson of B’shallach
is that curiosity and courage, faith in the Hand God and reliance on the strength of our own hand is an unbeatable
combination.
© 2014 by Boaz D. Heilman
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