To Serve In The
Holy: לשרת בקודש
D’var Torah for
Parashat Pekudei
By Rabbi Boaz D.
Heilman
This week’s Torah portion (Ex. 38:21—40:38) is the last parasha in the Book of Exodus. The depiction of the final fitting of the
pieces of the Mishkan (the Tabernacle, or portable temple that the Israelites
carried with them throughout their wandering in the Wilderness), offers an appropriate
conclusion to the amazing series of events that the Book of Exodus comprises.
The People of Israel, redeemed from slavery as per God’s
promise to Abraham, are led through the parted waters of the Red Sea. Rallying around Mt. Sinai, they hear and
accept God’s unity and sovereignty.
Their faith in God is tested—and found wanting—in the incident of the
Golden Calf. But, as troubling as this
incident is, it teaches both Israel and God a lesson: We need to have God’s Presence somehow
manifested among us. It isn’t enough for
God to appear in a vision or night dream to this mystic or another. Rather, God must be evident to all of us, one
and all. Nor are one-time events
sufficient. We need a constant reminder,
a visible, indelible and lasting manifestation that would let us know with
certainty that God is there, anywhere, anytime.
The solution, of course, is the Mishkan, the Tabernacle, a
model for the two Temples that later would be built in Jerusalem.
Nearly half the book of Exodus is devoted to the detailed
description of the Mishkan and all its implements and utensils. Among others, there’s the enormous,
colorfully embroidered tent itself; the Menorah, the altar, the laver of fresh water,
the table upon which the bread offering would be laid. Loving attention is given to the clothing of
the Priests, from foot to crown.
Finally, Moses is given the go-ahead to put it all together
and make it work.
In reading this portion with all its intricate detail
(repeated for us yet again, just to be sure no mistake has crept in during the
process of production), I am reminded of the rehearsal I hold with each of my b’nai mitzvah candidates and their
families. I am always moved by the
intensity of this moment in my congregants’ lives. Held a day before the event itself, it is
exactly as it should be; this is the culmination, after all, of years of
preparation. Raising a child is no easy
task. Guiding them to this point is
quite an achievement. Moreover, unlike
anything else the young adult has ever done before, this event involves him or
her to an unprecedented level. Months of
studying and preparation are about to reach a spectacular conclusion. Guests are coming in from all over, perhaps
even from overseas. Flowers have been
ordered, caterers are busy cooking up a storm; new clothes, shoes,
uncomfortable suits that sometimes don’t even fit exactly (how do you measure
for someone who can sprout several inches in a matter of a few days?). Yes, the party. An event so fantastic, designed to make your
friends jealous!
And did I mention gifts?
We go over the service, making sure everyone has a part,
spoken or acted. We practice chanting
the Torah and haftarah, reciting the
speech, intoning the ancient blessings.
At some point during the rehearsal, the reality of it all
sinks in. I see the thirteen-year-old sitting
there, suddenly speechless, dazed by the enormity of the occasion. I see the
parents often struggling to contain their emotions, to stem the rush of
memories. Some run, one last time, over
the figures and numbers, astonished at how quickly they add up to a huge sum.
This is what Parashat Pekudei is all about: The final checklist, leading up to the main
event.
As Moses does the final accounting, he looks at each and
every piece of the Mishkan. Finding it
done just so, “just as God had commanded Moses, so did the Children of Israel
do the work” (Ex. 39:42), Moses, in spiritual exhilaration, turns and blesses
the people.
But this is only the prelude.
Now comes the first “activation” of the Tabernacle. Moses pours the oil and lights the Menorah;
he dresses Aaron and his sons, the priests, in their priestly garments and
anoints them. Then he offers the first public
sacrifice ever.
That is when a cloud signifying God’s presence descends and
covers the Tabernacle.
A cloud.
No image of God is permitted. No physical representation is allowed. God appears to us in a thick cloud through
which no one may peer, not even Moses.
This is the daze we feel when we are up on the bimah, receiving the Torah, chanting
from it, describing and teaching its meaning to a new generation. It’s the feeling we get, one that transcends
moment and space and that feels as though we were glowing down to our very
fingertips. It’s God’s Presence within
us.
For hundreds, even thousands of generations we have
reenacted and relived this moment of dedication. It is the timeless, ubiquitous Presence we
needed—and were granted—at Sinai, as a sign of the Covenant between God and us. We have followed it in all our journeying
around this world, stopping for a while when it stopped, then picking up and
marching on again whenever that call would come.
It’s the vision we have all been granted, one and all, for
all time; and it is in the Sacred Service we have undertaken upon ourselves, לשרת בקודש, “to serve in the holy.”
© 2014 by Boaz D. Heilman
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