Keeping the Fire
Burning
D’var Torah for
Parashat Tzav
By Rabbi Boaz D.
Heilman
Parashat Tzav
(“Command”), Leviticus 6:1—8:36, contains intricate laws regarding the
sacrifice ritual. These directions are
given in context of the ordination of the priests, the ritual that separated
them from the rest of the Israelites and culminated in their becoming
consecrated to work at the Tabernacle.
Yet before the description of any of the sacrifices,
however, comes the commandment to keep the altar’s fire going day and night.
As I taught this portion to my 6th grade class
last Thursday, almost to a one, they were intrigued by this mitzvah more than
all the other commandments this parasha
contains. “What if it rains?” asked one.
“What happens when you have to move,” was another question.
Perhaps they were goading me somewhat, as 6th
graders have been known to do. Yet the
questions expressed not only their budding need to defy authority, but also
their natural curiosity. The questions
showed that they were thinking, not merely absorbing like sponges. These young, smart students intrinsically
understood the challenge that this commandment posed. It wasn’t going to be easy or straight
forward.
Beyond the obvious perks and social status associated with
the position of being a cohen—a
priest—it was actually hard work. It
demanded meticulous attention to detail, but also other responsibilities, physical,
spiritual and psychological. Bridging
the chasm between God and humans was not easy.
It was a charge that could be filled with its own dangers (as we will
see in a couple of portions). It was a task
that only a priest could perform—not from a distance, not through an
intermediary, but personally, by himself.
As with similar professions in our own day, being a priest in ancient
days required the ability to listen, to hear,
to be of support. Only a priest could
absolve a person of guilt. And only a
priest—if for no other reason than that he lived and worked in closer proximity
to the Divine—could bring your story or petition up to God and ask for
intercession.
The elevated position of the priest could, of course, lead
to greed and abuse of power. There were
definite perks—outright gifts as well as choice portions of certain
sacrifices. But the tasks weren’t always
pleasant, either. Visiting or diagnosing
the sick for the various ailments, encouraging the weak and disheartened,
comforting the bereaved and providing guidance to the lost demanded compassion
and understanding. A priest driven by
his own ego or who was in pursuit of glory or honor was doomed to failure.
The precarious position of the priest was highlighted by one
of the last steps in the process of his ordination. For seven days and seven nights, the novice
priest had to stay just outside the Tent of Meeting. Not one of the ordinary folk anymore, nor yet
a priest, he was somehow part of both camps.
With one foot in this world and the other, as it were, in the next, the
priest being initiated was learning to be attentive less to his own needs and
more to those of God and the people he would serve.
I remember the days when I was considering becoming a rabbi,
nearly 20 years ago. I was thinking of
leaving the familiar behind me and starting something new, something I knew
about yet had never experienced myself.
I consulted with many people—friends, family and mentors. Standing out from all the other words of
advice I received was the guidance given me by Rabbi Dr. Norman Cohen, who—if
I’m not mistaken—was then Dean of Students or perhaps already Provost at Hebrew
Union College in New York. After
advising me of the challenges and difficulties of a mid-life career change,
Rabbi Cohen told me, “If you have a fire burning in your belly, go ahead and do
it.”
The moment he said these words, I knew I would have to
follow through.
It was the fire.
Three times in this portion, Parashat Tzav, God commands
that the fire on the altar not be allowed to go out. It’s no simple matter. As my students pointed out, it could be
raining. The wind could make the sparks
burn out of control—or die. How do you
make sure the fire goes on burning even when you move? How do you carry it with you wherever you go?
How do you protect it?
How many times have we seen the spark nearly die out? Twice when the Temple in Jerusalem was
destroyed. Many times more since
then. Yet, both in our own Land of
Israel and throughout our communities in the Diaspora, despite all the cultural
changes and influences, the assimilation, the ghetto-ization, we made sure the
spark burned on. Even the Holocaust
could not suppress the sacred flame—once we learned how to take care of it.
So what’s the secret?
How do we fulfill the words of this precious commandment?
We internalize the flame.
We carry it inside us. We nourish
it daily, weekly or perhaps even only once a year. We protect it with our minds, hearts and
bodies, carrying it with us on all our journeys, wherever we pitch our
tents. And we pass it on to our children
with the same admonition with which we received it—do not let the fire burn
out; day and night it must burn on the altar; it shall not go out.
I think my students last Thursday got the message. Now it isn’t all up to me anymore. Now, even before they become full-fledged k’lei kodesh—instruments of
holiness—themselves, a year before their own bar or bat mitzvah, the ceremony
of their ordination as adults in the Sacred Community of Israel, they assume
responsibility for this fire. Let them
mull over that for a year or two—or perhaps for the rest of their lives.
How do we maintain the fire and keep it burning?
Any way we can.
©2013
by Boaz D. Heilman
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